dormir, peut-etre rever

so for some reason, i can't go to sleep. last night i fell asleep at 1:30 and got up at 8, and tonight i can't sleep again. i'm tired and i want to sleep but i can't. it's very frustrating.

so i'm in cookeville, and things are going quite well. but i have to wonder, why do i always get the boys who feel they can take liberties? i don't get it. i met a boy in the dorm the other night, and we just talked like i would with any other person. he emailed me about trying to call my room phone and leave a message but i hadn't set up my voice mail, blah blah blah. so after a few days i emailed him back and said thanks, i just hadn't gotten around to it yet. then he replied, asking for my AIM name, and i gave it to him.

so he IMed me tonight and after a few brief conversations, all the sudden asks if i have a roommate. i reply that i do, but she's rarely here. then he proceeds to type, " want to make out b4 you go to sleep?"

i don't understand. i just don't understand. i did nothing to give him the impression that i was the sort of girl who would make out with a guy i'd only seen in person once. it's bizarre! pas possible!

and it happened with a guy from birmingham too. always insinuating parties at his house, for two, sans parents. not going to happen, you guys! not going to happen!

regardless

my german is still sticking with me. i remembered why i'm not taking it in the fall... they only offer the second half of first year in the spring. so i was a semester off. it's ok though, i plan to use this time to keep up and teach myself some DEUTSCH. i practiced writing french and german today in theater and it went very well, i thought.

alright, so maybe i'll try another attempt at sleep. hopefully this one will go better. i've just had all this stuff i've wanted to do and look up and take care of... eugh.

since i only have a few friends up here, i'm missing the sound of my cell phone ringing. give me a call yall! i miss my athens and b'ham crews!!

love
lindsey.