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so it's wednesday now. i'm just sitting around and i should be at the gym right now, but it'll be lunch crowd rush soon, and i don't like that too much... i don't know. maybe i'll go anyways. or when mom and macy get home. i'm supposed to be here for the bug man at 2, so i can't go right after lunch time. but i did go last night and walked for an hour and watched american idol. carrie seriously needs some help with her clothing. she has a terrible idea of what looks good on her.

i'm watching 'true life: i'm going to fat camp' and this boy is about to leave his fat camp girlfriend and they keep crying and she's really really annoying. and i don't like to watch people kissing like that. oh, and evidently she's in love with him, but he's in love with 'someone else.' the love of 16 year olds. so tragic.

on the other hand, who am i to make fun of 16 year olds? i'm only 19. haha.

since when does playing pool count as exercise? the personal trainer took him to play pool.

then there's buck teeth girl who's got a horrid northern accent. oh my heavens she weighs less than me. mayed i'm taller and so it looks better? i don't know. this is scary though. why is weight so important? i mean, i think i look pretty ok, and most people think i look way less than i actually weigh... it's weird.

so oreo the skunk kitten slept with me last night- such a weird cat. i know very few cats who choose to sleep on their backs with their feet in the air. but that's oreo for you.

oh look, another mtv program about being fat. wonderful wonderful. haha, this 'beauty pageant queen' is going on a cottage cheese only crash diet. how stupid is that? oh, this is 'true life: i'm on a diet.' it's really stupid of me to be typing this while i'm watching tv, because it won't make too much sense if you aren't watching this with me... oh my heavens she looks awful. there's no way she's going to win. this girl and her mom are not pretty and they're annoying and they have terrible hair. i'm so glad my mom isn't like that... 'that's a big ol, wide butt! i've never seen it that wide!' i think this girl has had liposuction. she had these little dots on her thighs in the same place on both legs. gross. and now there's a wrestler boy. he's 4th in the country for his weight class. that's pretty good. he lost 2.5 lbs in a 35 minute workout. that's awful. it was all water weight, he knows it too. awful. and so unhealthy.

alright, so this is long enough. i'm going to call it quits and keep watching my weight loss programs.

love
lindsey.