cretin

i am such an idiot. why do i get all quiet and not say anything and then just all the sudden, 20 minutes later, spurt out something completely weird and random. people must think i'm a freak.

meanwhile

i learned about the first electrocution today. exciting, isn't it?

i'm still a cretin... an eejit... something terrible.

why do i do that? why am i so completely weird and freakish and odd?! why can't i just talk about normal things like anyone else?

why am i so angsty?

yeesh.

love
lindsey.